Hate To Exercise

Right. Definitely going for a run later. Bit too early now, I don’t like running mid-day on any day of the week, and it’s Sunday today. 6pm run followed by a 2-song (I’ll explain another time) strength – mini-HIIT session, sets me just right for an evening shower, followed by dinner.

That aside, clearly feeling better today, not so pointless. I got up early, did some chores, had a little dance-of session already, warming up the muscles throughout the day for the run later. Much happier. I want to say I don’t know what it was about yesterday, that I just didn’t know what to do with myself – but that’s not true. I know exactly what it was, and I just can’t let it get to me. Have to nip these episodes in the bud, fast.

So, yes – run later.

Update – 22:35pm. Run accomplished, followed by a 2-song strength session. Success.

13 November 2021

I’m having one of those days where everything is pointless. No sense to anything. I’ve no desire for anything, let alone exercise. When I was making plans for this weekend yesterday, run or a HIIT session were high on my priority and desire list. By the time I woke up this morning, I could barely be bothered to get out of bed. In fact there are several things I was supposed to accomplish today, and I didn’t even make it out of the house. And not because I was so busy doing stuff – no – I just didn’t see sense, point, or anything. I’ve had too much free time to think recently, and that’s never a good thing.

My mind is such that it needs to be occupied, if it’s not – it goes into dark places, as clearly evidenced by the last few posts. Today I’m moping around, trying to find myself something to do. Again, there is a list of things I should be doing, I just have no ‘desire’, ‘energy’ or ‘inclination’ to do any of them. Instead I’m stuck with my head out of the window moping, pointlessly. Right now, trying to convince myself, that if I’m in no mood for a run, at least I should go out for a walk. I don’t think I will though. Can’t be bothered. Makes no difference. Humph………..

The only thing I seem to be able to dedicate myself to do is learning Chinese. Might just as well carry on, maybe there’ll be some benefit from it.

Grrr, and WordPress changed the settings on its publishing tool, and now getting DropCap format quickly is not so quick any more. I don’t like it.

Not so pointless anymore – running

Feeling Pointless