OK. I’m back – with a vengeance. Well not exactly. But I’ve been busy, away and sick. I hate being sick. Plus those guys 💜 have been taking a lot of my time recently. Time to start adulting again.
Let’s start by posting some of the drawl I’ve written previously. This – Sugar psychology is one of them. When I was still trying to give up sugar. There’s an update to that, but you’re gonna have to wait!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 12. April. 2022 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Oh my word, I am absolutely climbing the walls. It’s 12:02 in the afternoon, the morning after the day before when I’ve run out of both chocolate and butter. I don’t actually physically want chocolate right this minute. I normally reach for that snack closer to end of working day, and after. But just the very thought that I will not be able to do that, unless I go for the secret stash or pop out to the shop – is driving me bananas.
Is that what it is with addiction – not just the physical sensation, but the psychological awareness of what you’re denying yourself.
19:01 pm
So far so good – I’ve managed to avoid the secret stash, and the local garage or the desire to ad sugar to my coffee or tea. And I’ve drunk plenty of those today. But, there are 5 more hours of the day left – well, there are for me….. I’m a strictly not going to bed before midnight type…..think we call them owls…….sometimes I feel like I’m more of a bat…..I came alive when the sun goes down. Wait, maybe I’m a vampire, LOL.
Well, challenge number 1 – is to survive today. Challenge number 2, is can I make it two days in a row. I’ll let you know, tomorrow.
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