Cold, so cold

Ok, another post from January that I’ve lost and had to re-write. Grrrr (and that’s a song by Stray Kids LOL)

I don’t know what’s wrong with my legs at the moment.  They just feel so cold.  Not so much to the touch – but internally I feel like they’re freezing all the time. 

So much so, that it’s been stopping me from going out walking and running.  Not physically, but because I feel so cold already, I don’t want to go outside and make myself colder.  The other evening in the bid to warm up – I run a really hot bath, like practically boiling, unhealthy hot. I thought maybe I really am so cold to the bone, that I need to boil myself right through in a hot bath.  Didn’t make much difference, but I wonder whether it’s some kind of psychological response to something.  Hate of exercise probably.  Because I don’t actually feel cold.  Don’t understand what this is all about. 

On top of that I feel like my legs are hurting all the time, in a similar way to the pain I’ve experienced back in November. Except then I pulled a couple of muscles, now……..  Don’t know what’s wrong, but it’s worrying me a bit.  And I dare not go running like that because I don’t want to put myself out of action completely. 

Why would I feel this cold……..weird.

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